Just give me one minute and I’ll be right there. I just need to do this little thing with my hair. I’m not always late, I’m sometimes on time. It’s not always your fault, it’s usually mine. Just give me one minute, just one minute more. I just have to mop up this spill on the floor. I’m busy like Martha, but more like Mary I should be, enjoying the moment, instead of making tea. A silence is needed, to hear the drop of a pin. I’m busy doing nothing, getting into a spin. Need to stay calm and attentive, Mary had it right. Listen to a friend, be serene tonight. I’m learning to love the moment and being still at the core. No time like the present, won’t waste a second more. You look as if you need a friend. I think that is my cue. I don’t need one more minute. I’m here to talk to you.
Category: Textual Encounters
My Absent Friend
My absent friend
You may be gone
You may not be here at all
My absent friend
I miss you so
As long, as it is tall
My absent friend
I wish you well
I want to see you now
But you’re not present
You’ve not been sent
You’re neither why nor how
My absent friend
I’ll bide my time
For soon I know it SHALL be
That I will see you once again
And there’ll be you and me.
Ancient History
Like the Sumarians
Where the first river valley flowed
And the Romans
With their emperors and their roads
Like the Egyptians
With their science and tech headstarts
Like the Greeks
And their philosophy and their art
Like the Aztecs
With their agriculture of course
Like the Byzantines
And their exceptional military force
Like the Kush
Where skillful archers were made
Like the steppes
For its routes of travel and trade
Like the Indus valley
For its systems of measures and weights
And their building tricks
Of a highly advanced sort of state
Like the Phoenicians time
And a thousand years at sea
Like the world a long, long time ago
You’re ancient history.
Lonely Town
I know a place called Lonely Town
It’s got a pub and a resident clown
It has no lights that go on at night
It just gives up, without a fight
It has no hope, no belief
It can’t forgive, this town of grief
Lonely Town, need to get away
Outstayed my welcome, don’t want to stay
Time to forgive, time to hope
Time to cut this binding rope
I’ll pack my bags, won’t back down
No backward glance, I’ll leave this town
Once, you served me well
Like sadists often do
But now, Lonely Town, I’m moving on
To pastures green and new.
Missing You
I’m missing you, there’s a deep dark hole, right there, right here, in my grieving soul.
I miss you because you were bad for me, I am a masochist, that’s plain to see.
I’m missing you, with every fibre of my being, but the person you are, is not the person I’m seeing.
Time will heal, that’s what they say, but the time that’s passed, seems only one day.
‘With attachment comes suffering’, the wise say it too, but it’s the price of being human. What else can we do?
So let’s just say I’m over you and all your evil lies, I have said my last farewell and all my great goodbyes.
I won’t be missing you any longer, you are always in my heart. When I start to love myself, that’s when my life will start.
Summer Song
(or Don’t You Wish Your Girlfriend Read a Book Like Me?)
Where’d my book go GQ?
The one I lent to you?
‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’
You said you liked the theme
It was a first edition
Now I am on a mission
I dig that book a lot
You need to drop it like its hot
Give me back my book
It was meant to be read
You used its pages
To do dope instead
I read it in the sun
chillin’ like a villain
I am never lonely
Shakespeare is my only
Thought you were a John Blaze
A Mc Dreamy snack
But you’re not off the hizzy
Buster, you just wack
Now you need to run the jewels
Or you’re gonna lose
Literature bites
It’s how I got my stripes
You’re not ‘off the hook’
Give me back my book
We had a trump tight season
Now I’m out of reason
My trust was at the max
Now your ass is grass
Summer is over
And so are we
Never a lender or a borrower be.
I Thought It Was The End
I’m at the cinema and the movie is on, but when I look down, the popcorn is gone. People are leaving, the seats are all tipped, the soda and cola haven’t been sipped.
Wait, I was dreaming, fell asleep you see, I don’t like thrillers, bore the pants off me. The film went on, forever it seemed, but I quite liked to think
it was the end
in my dreams.
And then I went home to find kitten at play, with a ball of wool she’d had her eye on all day. The unravelled thread, I followed along, ‘soft, strong and very, very long’.
Out in the garden, the wool did extend. It was just the beginning but I thought it was the end. While tracking the string, U.F.O fleet I spy, orange and red, in indigo sky. Aliens fly to me, with guns all aglow,
the end is nigh, they say,
in their own lingo.
It’s war of the worlds, army from the stars, thought my number was up, invasion from Mars. I thought it was the end, intergalatic death ray?
No.
It’s just the World Firework Championship Display
Physics
Do you remember our first date
And our first kiss?
When the bus jolted
My cheek smacked your lips
Your nose stabbed my eye
And so we broke the ice
Do you remember the days
Filled with laughter?
Our hearts free and happy
Many afternoons
Of tea and crumpet
The ice melted
Do you remember the dream we had
And realised?
We had frowned forever
Now smiles of joy
Imprint our lives
Melted ice, now a pool of hot water
Do you remember we loved
In defiance?
Snarled at the world
Affronted by the rules
Bewildered by the sun
Pool of hot water sizzles to steam
And now we’re so far gone
No backward glance
Like a helium balloon
You go up
I go up
The steam rises.
He Chopped Off Her Head
(One of the writing prompts/exercises/homework for the poetry group I go to, was to write a ballad. So I wrote one).
Your eyes were like two pools of blue
Your hair as soft as silk
Your lips were like a red, red rose
Your skin as white as milk
I asked if you would walk with me
I asked you for your hand
You promised to love me true
I gave you a wedding band
And then we had some very good years
And I know that we did thrive
But one night you crept into my bed
And you were cold as ice
You had been out all night
And from your lips came lies
I found the man who stole your heart
The man who turned your head
I found the man who took my love
I found him in my bed
I loved you more than life itself
I loved you, oh so much
You have surely broken me
And now my mind is touched
I was enraged, I saw red
I just didn’t know what to do
I’m quite sure that I lost my head
Now you will lose yours too
I took an axe high in the air
In frenzy, I did swing
I chopped off your lovely head
And then took back my ring
And before he had a chance to run
I took him out as well
There was some blood, just a bit
Before his body fell
I burned the corpses that same night
And put your heads on stakes
And now you are together forever
And lots of love can make
And now I’ve found another love
Only now it’s me who’s blue
For I’m a rogue and a scroundrel you see
And I am never true
I wish and hope with all my heart
She’ll find me in our bed
With another, in adultery
And she’ll chop off my head
Looking forward to fifty
I’m going to be turning fifty, this year. I don’t feel it. I don’t know whether to grow old gracefully or disgracefully. I’ve always been indecisive.
I looked up stuff about age last week (because I am sensitive about age now) and I learned so much! Some of the things I learned were…
You’re not allowed to say ‘elderly’ anymore. ‘Senior citizen’ is out and ‘retired’ is out the door. You can’t say ‘geriatric’ and I think that’s quite fair. ‘Pensioner’ is outdated and ‘advanced age’ – don’t go there. ‘Old people?’ No, can’t do that, as it euphemizes age. And that euphemism is negative, if you’ve lived a lot of days. So, what are we to do, to show respect for all the years? How do we put a stop to all our politically correct fears?
A lot of these words were bandied about, in certain times and phases but now ‘fossil’, ‘fogey’ and ‘codger’ are out, they’re not P.C phrases. ‘Older adult’ or ‘older person’ is the acceptable term these days, or simply ‘man’ or simply ‘woman’, followed by their age.
It’s about time, the PC World (not the computer store) said something nice about me, so if I’m an ‘older adult,’ then that’s what I’m happy to be.