Calmness descends
Troubled thoughts cease
Head noise stops
Doesn’t happen enough
Sometimes just doesn’t happen at all
But when it does
To be able to sit
With myself
At peace
With myself
Is the greatest happiness of all.
Calmness descends
Troubled thoughts cease
Head noise stops
Doesn’t happen enough
Sometimes just doesn’t happen at all
But when it does
To be able to sit
With myself
At peace
With myself
Is the greatest happiness of all.
The truth is hiding
isn’t it?
Deep in the shadows
Under the bed
On top of the wardrobe
Inside the drawer
Behind the mirror
The truth was hiding
wasn’t it?
In the flowerbed
Among the daises
In the corner of
the garden shed
Tangled in webs
The truth was never hiding
was it?
It goes out in broad daylight
It walks in the sun
It throws the curtains open
Sits on a throne
For all to see
Takes centre stage
In your living room
You can’t escape
its looming face
Shouting and screaming
its head off
The truth is in plain sight.
We can’t unsend an email
Unscramble an egg
Take back what we said
Bring back the dead
We can’t uncry the tears
Blank that written page
Reverse that move
Rewind our age
We can’t put the genie back in the lamp
Uneat that cake
Unabsorb that toxicity
Make truth from fake
We can’t unopen that box
Break the paradigm
Mend the mirror
Go back in time
We can’t stem the tide
Undream a dream
Unsmoke the fire
Unsee what we’ve seen
Too many CAN’TS
In this world, for you and me
But what CAN we do?
And what CAN we be?

You left the window open
So I came in
You had a light on
And it was warm.
You seem afraid
When I flutter
I do not mean
To frighten you.
I seem chaotic
Haphazard
Bouncing around
Just trying to find
Somewhere to land.
I hope we can
Co-exist peacefully.
Now, just a bit of back story
To make you less afraid.
Our larvae spend
Most of the year
In moist soil
We are food
For many animals.
We do not bite or sting
Or spread diseases.
When we do emerge
We don’t even have
Much time to eat.
We have between 10 and 15 days
To propagate the species
To love, to live
That time is precious
It’s like the lifetime
That you have.
In school playgrounds
Boys pulled off our legs
Our legs are decidious
Easily coming away
But even decidious legs
Shouldn’t be pulled away
I know that used to upset you.
We are born to fly
In open skies
I was out the other day
A cloudy, windy
September Day
When the author
Saw me in flight.
They exclaimed
It was so nice
To get a glimpse of us
Outside the confines
Of a building.
Hadn’t seen
A more graceful flyer.
It’s like we’re in slow motion
With an invisible parachute.
The author finally realised
How gentle we were
I’m glad.
Also, we don’t need to be famous.
See you next year.
Second chance summer
The lover lost and found
Eighth month, slap bang centre
You’ll find me half way down
You saw shades of me
Earlier in the year
First episodes aired in May and June
The seasons premier
Then a commercial break
Which took up all July
Where did the summer go?
Just seemed to go awry
The best part of the series
Is generally Part Two
This is where I stumble in
Looking all askew
Wrapping up the season
I come crumpled through the door
Wondering what’s been going on
Thinkin’ I’ve been here before
Soon I sober up
Get my mojo on
Get into the stride of things
Once brain fog is gone
Oh, right, okay, I’m August, I wrap up summer
I’m the king of months, the month of kings.
Hey man, in between rainy months
It’s been a blur of things
May and June as always
Promised to go dutch
July reneged on the deal
Again, they lied so much
I wandered off, blissfully ignorant
Got dragged back by my tail
Now I’m expected to perform
Now that they’ve all bailed
I’m left with a month’s worth
Of weather, to please the crowds
Just me, no-one else
Among these thunderclouds
I will be there for you
And sunkiss your knees
I will warm your little toes
I like to people please
I am August, you know me
I’ve been long in this summer queue
But by the time I get there
I’ve forgotten what to do
Don’t you worry, I will shine
Up in a cloudless sky
I’ll be the best August, you’ll see
I’ll make your eggs fry
During my finale
I’ll be off on a spree
You’ll call for an encore
Of sun, sand and sea
You’ll applaud my entrance
And I’ll prove to you
I’m not washed up
I’ve lots to do
As the last month of summer
I don’t want to let anyone down
September’s in the wings
Wearing russet gown
Intention is what I’m all about
I do aim to be honest
Please excuse my changeable moods
I want to give you all that I promise.
You never said you were easy
Or told us you were warm
Your cold shoulder is predictable
You say you don’t mean harm
Always, you whisper a promise
Of better days to come
Yet, through mock sinister breath
You’ll say, you’re not quite done
You teeter on the brink
Last dregs of passionate breeze
The want to push into spring
The need to pull back to freeze
Oh, mischief month of March
Your lips of blue shape a tale
That tell us Feb is the real foe
And you are no spring fail
You hold it back, like always
Won’t take that final bow
You strong arm, then stroke cool fingers
Along our fevered brow
So reluctant to lead us out
Of your darkest winter play
The curtain call is hesitant
You really want to stay
Okay, you are dynamic
But you’ve always been an upstart
Storms and snow and drama
You sing, just like a bard
Another ice show over
But now your encore calls
Come out March, come out
It’s time for your applause
There must be joy in January
There must be joy you know
There has to be love in winter
There must be fun in snow
There has to be joy in first month blues
Somewhere there is thrills
Kisses in the cold
Fire in icicles
There will be joy in January
As dark and as bleak as it seems
There have to be smiles in January
That toast down to our dreams
As we snuggle down in bed
After long short day of pain
Hope of burning embers
In drawn out schemes again
There is joy in January
I know it to be true
January tells the truth
It’s all that it can do
It won’t say, ‘Spring is near!’
‘Keep your eye on that April day!’
It will tell the truth
And say it is far away.
‘Love me, I’m one of the twelve!’
Says abandonment issues Jan
‘Don’t wish for me to go
I am what I am!’
Everyone negging on January
Wanting it to go
Shunning and shaming it
And hating on it so
So, let’s get on some January Joy
For the umpteenth time
Remember New Year Resolutions
We made at Auld Lang Syne
Maybe good can come from that
Positive action we can do
It doesn’t have to be a trial
That we always put ourselves through
Baby steps in the shallow end
No deep dives in the pool
January can be joyful
January can be cool.
Dancing
Dancing to the tune of the old year
To the memories it hopes it will hold dear
Twirling around on the big floor
Dancing in December again
Dancing
Hoping the footwork will be strong
Swaying along to the same song
Hoping the spin is not too long
Dancing in December again
Dancing
Twirling to all of the days left
Weaving away from the bereft
Hoping the rhythm is well met
Dancing in December again
Hoping
Lunging and dipping and lilting
Trusting the sequence not stilted
Nothing out here has been filtered
Dancing in December again
Dreaming
Keeping a balance that’s good now
A nice hold, and then, I don’t know how
But a perfect and dignified low bow
Dancing in December again.
Below the belt of this old house, it’s cold
Numb and still, and finally, got old
It doesn’t have a creak or moan
There are no stairs in this old home
And in the footsteps, no stories will be told
But the top of this old house, it shines bright
Its restless light won’t allow the night
Electricity-you hear its hum
It can’t switch off, it’s always on
This lonely one, just won’t give up the fight
The action is all happening upstairs
There’s a ghost that sits up there and dares
To dream of things that never came to pass
Of memories, that still hold hard and fast
It’s firing on all cylinders-don’t look down
Hopes and goals could still come back to town
Love could wipe the tears away
Of manic, laughing clowns this day
That in the past, were only going to drown
It happened in the attic, that cold night
Thieves planned to steal, and leave, without a fight
They had thought the job would be
oh, so soft
They hadn’t bargained
on the old one, in the loft
Now inventions, are created, thick and fast
They’ll see the flames explode the attic glass
The sparks they fly, and shake the building too
And they’ll be fireworks for anyone in view
The thieves didn’t get a chance
to steal
And rub on open wounds
that never learned to heal
Now, inside the attic,
there’s a glow
And the warmth into the house,
begins to flow
And bring back life into the soul,
that they all said,
was abandoned, boarded up, and left for dead.
It’s hiding in the shadows
I say it won’t last
The murky old memories
Cobwebs of the past
Detritus and debris
Lying on the floor
The body of regret
Dead behind the door
Bitterness and sorrow
Smells of rot and rust
Of damp, dark mildew
Of mold, dank and must.
It’s hiding in the shadows
The pain and the love
The joy and the anger
Mingle in the dust
The hopes and the what-if’s
Broken dreams, failed schemes
Scramble for the strip of light
That peeps beyond the beams
I listen for footsteps
But they are silent in the hall
What’s hiding in the shadows
Won’t come out at all.
Is frozen in the distance
And cannot move or go.
It’s stuck in aged decades
Of many moons ago.
This shadow is looming
And it won’t let me be.
What’s hiding in the shadows
Well, that thing…
Is me.